this is what you get when you let your heart win

sometimes you feel you dont fit in
sometimes you dont even know your worth anymore
sometimes you feel all that you've done are redundant
sometimes you feel you should be nice just t yourself

detaching myself from all these, im going on a trip with myself again
sort out all my thoughts.

i really hate this me.

Transformers day!




24 June 2009




met nic and waited for kenny t come fetch us.. rolled over t PS t get the tickets before going over to ECP for late lunch..



duck rice, chicken wings and sugar cane, contented..









after that we drove around t kill time and t find petrol kiosk.. before stopping at HK cafe for a drink.. before that, we drove past jie's house and i saw jie's house's tv was on HAHAHAHHAA...






drove back t ECP wanting to pool/bowl. firstly the rates are steep for the pool, so we moved over t bowling but theres competition going on! =(







finally settled down at another place's pool which we 3 said t never go back again..



fetched baby after her lesson and we went back t PS for the movie!



i actually enjoyed the show despite all the bad ratings!










after movie was supper, had 田鸡粥 before sending baby back..








home at 4plus and slept at 5am, yet again. :S

Badminton!



22 June 2009



met kenny and su for badminton.. matt came to run.. its so hard t find a court t play! the first one we went to, people are playing tai ji.. tried the multi storey car park, its locked and it looked like a rooftop garden.. hahaa finally went to Harmony Park to play, the place where we'll be having BBQ this coming sat!









headed over to Bliss to meet baby, auntie and nora..






no parking lot available so we all just anyhow parked the cars and i told auntie, to move in front a lill because blocking 2 cars instead of 3 will minimize the probability of the PA system announcing the car plate number to shift the car away.. then just as she sat down for a while, the PA system announced her car plate number hahahahha



discussed sat's bbq and chatted.. everybody left then kenny and i went to punggol beach to rot for a bit.. see people fish for jellyfish lol..



anticipating transformer and bbq for this week!

Cai's birthday surprise party



20 June 2009



turbo prep and rushed out of the house to meet yang at TB mrt..



bought some stuff at JP and a pancake for me to bite and just as i was grumbling about how long we're gon ve t wait for bus 179, it came.



met marcus at the bus stop and we were the 1st altho we were already 40minutes late!



self entertained in her room, photos, writing card, playing poker..








then her poly mates came in 1hour later.. and shortly after, the female lead and her bf reached home! we were all hiding in her room with poppers in hand!








The birthday girl..






marcus, yang, i, hao chun and cai








photos after cake cutting and food..







her BF was showing us magic tricks again ahhahaha...






then we opened a bottle of red wine and drank.. and you can see from my face i had RED wine..






BABA came too! he became so buffed, hao kong bu..












her dog was barking non stop and my ear drums almost exploded, had to go to the toilet and thus have to bribe it to cross over its territory lol..



it's fine after smelling me and playing Frisbee which i had to abide to its rule ahahahaha








while waiting for kenny to come pick me up...






dropped them both at JP and kenny bought lollipops!







went over to Bliss to meet sis, babyhair and mama~~









after which we moved over to plaza to POOL!



babyhair's a super fast learner lolol and neighbour came to join us too!






home at 4am again and i slept till 2pm hahahaha

Town & gardens



19 June 2009



met su and matt to train down to town together, joined baby and alex in town and we shopped around for a while before going over to FEP because i wanted to trim my fringe hahahaha..







my stylist asked why there's always so many of my friends accompanying me for haircut and the numbers are getting bigger and she is scared LOLOL






and this 2, the last time i went to the salon, which was prolly 2-3 weeks back, they sat just like this, but just not talking to each other and my stylist asked me why my friends aren't talking lol, but now they are playing DS together happily lol..






by the time im done trimming my fringe, sis and cheryl joined us too and we walked over to Wheelock because the organiser (su) is craving for NYDC hahahahahaha...



photos while waiting to be seated.. nora and matt's friend joined us there..










gobbled my pasta and drink in no time, was already very hungry before meeting all of them, and im in love with the eclair at taka..








on our way to meet Nic..








couldn't decide on where to go next so we went to Cine but the rooms aren't available..








went over to gardens and settled down in Ice Cube..






passing of DS around to PK..











everyone accompanied baby to the prata next door because she was hungry and neighbour couldnt resist the temptation and ate too ahahahahahha



me hearts day out with my loves